To my dear friend...
i think u usually dun read my blog, but i hope u do for this time...
in the past few days if u find that i have anything against u, i have never been...
juz wanna tell u some facts and most imptly to let u noe, r/s is btw u and him. No one else can make a decision or tell u what to do... u are the one who noes what to do and what u want to do, follow what ur heart says...

Maybe i think of r/s as a very pure and simple thing, love the person, then be with him. whether to be together needs no other reason. Love is the only reason.
if he doesn't wanna be with me, i will be really upset (it's only natural to be), but what's the point of holding on...
if he also wanna be with me, why not??? obstacles can be overcome together, speak them out and stay calm. Dun blow things up, coz both are feeling agitated...
Dun hurl hurting comments, and regret saying them out later coz they make the r/s turns sour... "shuo1 hua4 bu4 yao4 shuo1 de2 tai4 jue2, gei3 zi4 ji3 liu2 ge4 hou4 lu4"

i used to think r/s is simple, but things i am seeing now kinda scared me off. One human is already too complicated, r/s btw humans...