sELf reFlEctioN:
yeAh... I’m 19 thiS yEar. buT lOOk @ mE... i lOOk 16 anD feEL/tHink 30!!! tHIs wEiRd cOncOctION is kinD cOnfusing me. i dUn mEan i’M maTure, buT iT iS a dEmeNtia not towArds mAdnEss buT aGinG... kIndA wOrrieD fOR myseLF, wahAHa mY miND hAs bEcoME sO inACtiVE, dUn wAnna plaY, dun wANna budgE.

relAtioNshiP:
I dUN nEEd a deBoNiaR, i jUz wANt sOmeoNe wHO cAN bE bY mY sidE, nOt gIvIng uP on mE no maTter hoW i bEcOME aNd thiS iS wHAt i wILL dO in reTURn too! iF yOU aLL aRE thiNKinG somEtimEs whaT iS haPPeninG btwin mE and aNdy, wE are fIne aPParEntLY. bUt hiS woRK iS keEPinG hiM sO bZ thAt wE dun eVeN conTact eAch oTher mosT oF the tIMe. wE cAN hArDLY @@ eACh otHer onCE a mTh!!! sO iF u aRe thiNkinG of aSkinG mE to bRiNG hiM to ouR outIng, yOu cAN beTTEr aboLish thAT iDea.
tO mY dear dEar friENd who iS readIng thiS, dO wHat u wANt, be who U aRE as lonG aS yoU noE you wOuld noT reGReT whAt u aRE dOinG now... sOmetIMes juZ cOOl uR hEAd anD aNalYse prOpeRly, “iZZIt reALLY whaT i wANted??? iZZit thE revELatIon oF thE reAL yOU oR izZIT juZ an eScaPiSM frOm thE reAL yoU??? ” bEcaREfUL noT to lET youR lIfe intO a dEbaUchERy!
i gO fOR lOve @ 1sT sIgHT, sO i gUEss u caN sAy i dUnno thE pERsOn @ aLL... buT iF thiS r/S iS gONna wOrked, yOu’Ve gOT a lIFetIMe tO geT to kNow eAch otHER. sO thE fEELiNG wIll be moRE imPt to mE.

fAMilY:
thEy noE aboUT Andy. tHat bRinG mE intO a dilEMmA. i’M glaD tHat i dUN haVE to hiDE aNyMOrE. on tHe otHEr haND, i wIsh thEy noE notHiNG aBOut uS cOZ it’S kInDA cREaTeD an inVIsIbLE prEsSURE on mE.
mUm, daD anD sIs aRE GOinG to GentIng on thE comIng frIdaY, sO i’ll havE thE rOOm tO mysELF, yeAH... haha!!! buT i’LL bE aLOnE @ hoME :( mY bRotHER iS pRObaBLy nOt @ hoMe moST of the tiME...

scHOOL:
thIS wEEK iS mY tESt wEEK aND nExt wEEK iS pROject wEEK(so-cALL one weeK hOlidAYs thou’), gOnna bE reAL bZ. anD sOOn aFter tHat thE maIn eXams aRE comIng... hEY! wHat’s tHe pRObLEm witH thEM man! dUn thEy thiNK thEIr sCheDUle iS a biT too cRAmped???